Author: Hollyjp
Subject:
Open Mouth (January HBX Challenge)
HBX January Challenge: Open
Mouth
Author: Hollyjp
Synopsis: Takes place in
Australia season five during Boomerang before going its own way.
Think about what would have happened if Mac had pushed a little more
with Harm on the ferry and he had caved. Then think about how they
both might have reacted the next morning. Add to that Bud making an
off-hand comment to tease his mentors, oblivious to what had
transpired. Bud hits too close to the truth of what happened...will
it drive Harm and Mac further apart or bring them together?
Disclaimer: JAG is the property of Bellisario Productions,
CBS, and Paramount. I have borrowed their characters for
entertainment purposes only. No monetary gain will result from their
appearance in my story.
Author’s Notes: I got to
thinking about some of the discussion around canon vs fanon. One of
the things that was mentioned was the assumption people made that
Harriet was a ‘shipper’. When I started thinking back, I
actually came up with more evidence to support Bud as the ‘shipper’
than Harriet. As I thought about a few of those classic bumbling Bud
moments, the phrase ‘open mouth insert foot’ came to
mind. I immediately got an image of Bud with his broken jaw in
“Boomerang” and then this idea came to me. We’ll
see where it goes.
“Open Mouth”
Koala
Inn
Sydney, Australia
“Alright Bud, got get some
rest...and call Harriet,” Harm instructed his junior
officer.
“What are you going to do sir? Ar you taking
Mac out to dinner tonight?”
“In a way Bud. I’ve
got to go out to the ferry dock. Mac enjoys a good mystery so I’m
going to give her the privilege of helping me figure out a few
things.”
“And buy her dinner?”
“Yeah...I’ll
get her a hot dog.” Harm grinned at the horrified expression on
Bud’s face.
“She loves that kind of thing Bud...and
they don’t have Beltway Burgers here.”
“I
suppose. If Harriet was here I’d take her on a moonlight ride
on the ferry and I’d take her to one of the quaint restaurants
around the corner from the wharf, and I think I’d spring for
flowers too.”
“You’re quite the romantic
Bud...if you could keep your foot out of your mouth,” Harm
teased watching Bud squirm after his libertine comment to Harriet
after seeing all the topless sunbathers on the beach.
Not
that Harm would admit it to Bud...or anyone...but he’d been a
little uncomfortable with the casual approach to nakedness in
public...especially when it had been Mac. He still couldn’t be
sure if she had been topless or not. He couldn’t decide if he
would rather see for himself what was under Mac’s uniforms or
if he was just mad that he thought Bugme had seen something he
hadn’t.
Harm wasn’t even sure he wanted to know
more then he already knew...it could be more than he could handle
when he recalled that vision at an inopportune moment. It was bad
enough having visions of her in his head wearing a green bikini and
heels in Florida a couple of years ago or wearing that white night
gown she had tormented him with in Russia.
“So you’re
just trying to get me going aren’t you?”
“What
do you mean Bud?”
“You’re going to take her
somewhere nice aren’t you?”
“Why would I do
that Bud?”
“To make sure that she’s more
interested in coming home with you than with Commander
Brumby.”
“Mac’s going to do what she wants
to do, Bud. She knows her own mind.”
“Yes
sir...she just doesn’t know yours.” Bud walked out and
shut the door behind him.
Harm chuckled. “See you later
Bud.”
The truth of the matter was, he was taking Mac out
to dinner, but not until he threatened to buy her only a hot dog. He
dressed casually in civilian attire and even thought about buying her
flowers as Bud had mentioned, but thought better of it at the last
minute.
Harm met her at her door at the agreed upon time. She
answered seconds after his knock. One look at her in that silky skirt
and off the shoulder olive top and she almost knocked his socks off.
Seeing her on the beach when she might have been topless had him
sweating already. Now he found himself trying to figure out if she
was wearing a bra under that top or not. He closed his eyes a second
feeling very much out of control and afraid of embarrassing them both
before the night was over if he didn’t rein in his wayward
thoughts about her breasts...and six. He nearly groaned aloud as she
turned to get her wrap just as he opened his eyes. All he could see
was her six, draped in that silky material. How he wanted to feel
that six under his hands!
“Harm?” Mac turned
around and watched him fight the desire that flared in his eyes. Mac
felt her own desires spark and she hid her smile as he caught up to
her. That desire flared into full life as she felt his hand on her
six. Grinning ear to ear, pleased he was showing signs of letting go
of that damn control of his, Mac thought just maybe there was a
chance for them yet.
Harm walked along several steps enjoying
the feel of her muscles moving under his hand as they walked along.
Suddenly realizing what he was doing and to who, he quickly slid his
hand to the more familiar spot at the back of her waist - a much
safer location for his hand and for his thought. This was more like
him...the officer and gentleman he had trained to be. He exhaled
slowly realizing that he had been holding his breath. He resolved to
make this a memorable evening for both of them...even if he didn’t
think he was ready to go as far as his subconscious was
hinting.
They rode on the ferry in the moonlight, chatting
about this and that like the old friends that had become. Both were
aware that something more was simmering under the surface. Both
ignored it as best they could at first. Harm fought to keep his eyes
off her breasts. He was sure she was braless now, after walking side
by side and accidently brushing his arm against her breasts as he
pointed something out a couple of times. The second time he could
have sworn she had inhaled then held her breath a few seconds.
Proud
of himself for keeping things under control, while allowing himself
to be a little closer physically as he enjoyed her scent and heat, he
miscalculated badly. One minute they were sailing along smoothly and
the next second she was challenging him about being a prude because
he thought she had been topless on the beach and asking her if she’d
go topless for him. It wasn’t exactly what he meant, but when
she had grinned up at him with all the heat in her eyes and asked him
if it was a request, he had to make a split section decision. Deny it
vehemently or give in and ask for exactly that...just not in public.
No way. When she bared her breasts for him, he wanted it to be in
private where he could worship them as he wanted without prying eyes.
A bad idea he knew, but he had to be honest with himself at
least.
Somehow he found his tongue and his voice and countered
with something inane about the bridge where they had written eternity
in lights on New Year’s Eve (a little tidbit he had picked up
from Bud’s endless chatter) and the next minute he was being
accused of being a prude.
“Is that how long we’re
going to wait?” Mac challenged him. She watched those emotions
on his face once again seeing desire and fear competing for control.
Maybe he needs a little more push to get him to give into this sizzle
between us. “We’re not even on the same continent,”
Mac reminded him when he threw their partnership out as an
excuse.
“Location doesn’t change who we are
Mac.”
“But you can’t let go yet can
you?”
Harm couldn’t get the words out. He should
have known the way Mac was looking at him that she could see it in
his eyes; in his face.
“You’re only like this
with me, aren’t you?” Mac asked.
If she only knew
how afraid he was to screw this thing up with her. Somehow he knew
that she was the one for him, but he had a terrible track record with
women. He always seemed to do or say the wrong thing with Mac and he
really didn’t want to lose her.
Funny, he thought,
here’s this beautiful woman, with a beautiful name, standing
alone with me on the ferry in the moonlight, and I call her Mac. He
rarely called her Sarah, even though he loved her name. At first it
was to remind himself that she was his pal, his partner. Then it was
because he hated the way Dalton, Farrow and Brumby sounded when they
said it. But this one he wanted to see if she reacted to the way he
said her name.
“Only with you, Sarah; only with you.”
Harm felt Mac moving in closer. She was his if he wanted her. But
could they handle what would come with a change this big in their
relationship - at least at work?
Mac saw Harm pull back once
again. Damn it all, she swore to herself. Don’t pull away from
me Harm...please don’t pull away. We’re so close to
finding out what this thing is simmering between us...I hear it when
you say my name, when I smell your scent, when I feel your touch and
see the desire in your eyes when you look at me.
As he was so
apt to do after an awkward moment, he immersed them in their jobs and
got them back onto safe ground. He had done it again on that ferry
ride. It didn’t take long before they were acting normally with
one another, as only they could do. He directed them into acting out
the events of the night the young sailor had been killed. His arm
around her some how seemed to ground them and restore the status quo
especially when she threatened him with her Marine skills in dropping
a combatant.
In a fashion so typical of Harm, he bought her a
hot dog as they walked along the outside of the carnival, telling her
it was her dinner and reward for helping him to figure out more facts
of the case.
“So what are you going to eat, Mr.
Practically a vegetarian?”
“A corn dog?”
Mac
laughed, “You are such a goof at times.”
“Actually
I’ve got reservation for us at a Bistro just up
here.”
“Really?”
“Yes. You
didn’t really think I would call a hot dog dinner did
you?”
“Maybe...You do sometimes get wrapped up in
your work and forget to eat.”
“Maybe... but I
wouldn’t do that to you.”
Harm held the door for
her to enter the restaurant with its cozy candle lit ambiance. They
talked about the case; the improved weather in Australia; Bud’s
goof up with Harriet; and the wonderful they were eating while they
consumed their meals. Mac had chosen a filet of beef, while Harm had
gone for the seafood platter. They shared a salad and a baked
potato.
Anyone that didn’t know them, or that couldn’t
hear their conversation would have thought they were speaking to one
another as lovers. It was certainly how they were looking at one
another, now they had relaxed and once again let down their guard.
Both relaxed having survived a close encounter, neither realizing
just how much danger they were in. While they relaxed and spoke
uninterrupted, their control was drifting away unnoticed by their
false sense of security.
When they finished dinner, Harm paid
while Mac freshened up. When she rejoined him, he tucked her against
his side as they walked along back to the ferry. On this trip, they
didn’t speak. They just stood close, leaning against one
another, taking in the sights.
Just before they got to the
Koala Inn, where they were both staying, Harm found a flower vendor
just closing up and bought Mac an orchid.
“Wow...you’ve
never bought me flowers before. Thank you.”
“Technically
its only one flower...”
“Thank you Harm.”
“You’re
welcome Mac.”
They rode up in the elevator together,
getting out on the fourth floor. Harm walked her to her door.
“You
want to come in for a minute...have coffee?” Mac asked.
“I’d
like that.” Harm said while following her into the hotel room
and closing the door behind them. “But I’d like this
better...” he whispered as he turned her toward him and lowered
his head to kiss her.
Mac stood still in stunned silence at
first, just feeling his lips ply hers, sipping at them, tasting and
nibbling. She groaned then, leaning into his big tall body, letting
her hand slide up his chest to rest on his shoulders as his mouth
plundered hers asking for her response.
She gave it then, as
good as she got. She opened her mouth to him, slipping her tongue
into his mouth to challenge his tongue to a duel. Slowing separating,
Mac looked up at him and whispered, “I forgot I don’t
have a coffee maker.”
“I don’t care...I
didn’t want coffee anyway.”
“What do you
want, Harm?”
“You, Sarah...only you.”
Mac
pulled back a little and looked at him straight on, then on his left
side, and then on the right side.
“Mac, what are you
doing?”
“Just making sure its you.”
“It
is...I promise you Mac.”
“Then I’m yours,”
she whispered and waited for him to take what she gladly
offered.
The next morning, Harm woke first and turned to look
directly into Mac’s eyes that had just popped open. They both
sat up in shock and then turned away from the other.
Was this
a dream? Had they really crossed that line? Oh good Lord where was
this going? One night stand - no... or a mistake? No, this had
meaning; deep feelings; this needed to be studied, nurtured,
embraced. How would this change how they worked together? What would
people say? How would they answer?
“Mac.”
“Harm.”
They
both laughed nervously as they spoke at the same time.
“Go
ahead Mac.”
“I was just going to say that last
night was...wonderful.”
“I hear a but there
somewhere.” Harm could feel himself slipping into his cave for
protection from the intense emotions still ricocheting around his
system.
“I just don’t know if I’m ready for
everyone else to know.”
“Me either.” Harm
admitted reluctantly.
“Are you upset or embarrassed
about...?” Mac prodded the uncertainty clouding her eyes nearly
breaking his heart.
“No...I just want to keep it to
ourselves so that no one can do or say anything to ruin the beautiful
memories I’ll take away from this experience.”
“Are
you saying that you don’t want a repeat performance?”
“Not
at all. If I could stay with you all day I would...but until this
case is over I think we should keep this between ourselves.”
Harm held her in his arms and brushed a kiss over her
brow.
“Okay...but do we have time for one more encore
before we go?” Mac asked looking pleadingly into Harm’s
eyes.
He had no problems rising to the occasion and pleased
Mac thoroughly once again. Mac slept while Harm threw on his clothes
went one floor up to shower and dress for court. He had just dressed
when the phone rang. He knew it would be Bud before he ever picked up
the phone.
Harm was ready for court, however he didn’t
notice that he was whistling as he strode over the ground toward the
courthouse. Bud walking along beside him did notice it, but he didn’t
say anything. Frankly he was disappointed in his mentor. Imagine
working with a woman as beautiful as Sarah Mackenzie and only seeing
her as one of the guys. He takes her out for dinner to get her to
work on his case with him, feeds her a hot dog for dinner, and
probably doesn’t even hold her hand. Seemed pretty cheesy to
Bud.
Harm had thought Mac would sleep in after he left, but
after discussing how they would handle this change in their
relationship she was too wired and she had felt his kiss brush her
temple before he left and then the door closing behind him. She had
recalled each and every memory of their interlude - every touch,
sigh, kiss, almost every tingle. When that man let his control go -
wow! Mac touched her lips once again before slipping out of bed and
into the shower. She looked at the clothing in the closet that she
had brought with her, and a few new items she had purchased like the
rainbow of skirts and tops that she had found here that appealed to
the ‘girly-girl’ side of her personality. Harm reaction
to last night’s choice made her smile as she recalled his hand
sliding across her six. She selected the pink set for today. The top
wasn’t as daring, but it made it perfect for court.
She
was on her way to the courthouse when Mic Brumby trotted up beside
her.
“Hello Gorgeous. Looks like Australia is sitting
well with you.”
“Thank you Mic.”
“So
are you going to join me for lunch today so we can decide where we’re
going for dinner?”
“Don’t assume Mic. I have
plans tonight.”
“With Rabb?”
Mac just
smiled.
“Did you meet someone else?”
Mac
smiled mysteriously as she excused herself. “You need to get
ready for court, and I need to find a seat.”
Mic Brumby
was so sick of Rabb showing up and spoiling his chances with Sarah.
He had thought when she showed up in Australia, he might have a
chance with her, but so far she hadn’t budged. He was getting
sick of it. Rabb was raining on more than one aspect of Brumby’s
life and he wanted nothing more than to knock the snot out of the
bloody American naval officer for no better reason that he thought he
could.
Bud was helping Harm get things set up for the trial.
Harm’s whistling usually meant he was pretty confident but he
usually saved it to torment his opponent. Today it was different. He
was whistling for the sake of whistling. He wondered who Harm had
gotten lucky with last night. Maybe he had run into Webb again who
had shared one of his beauties. It made Bud a little uncomfortable.
Some how he had thought maybe Harm and Mac would take their
relationship to another level, yet for all the time he had known them
and traveled with them, he had never seen anything that was remotely
romantic between them. Bud heard something and looked up to see Mac
entering the court room. She looked dazzling. Her cheeks were a bit
flushed, her eyes sparkled, and her smile was breath taking.
Bud
saw Mac advert her eyes a bit, yet her smile brightened even more for
just a second. Harm’s voice distracted him then.
“Bud,
you got the evidence file?”
“Huh? Oh yeah...right
here.”
“Thanks Bud...good man.”
“Sir,
Colonel Mackenzie is here.”
“Is she?” Harm
asked trying to pretend he hadn’t noticed her when she entered.
She was breath-takingly beautiful and the high color in her cheeks
this morning he put there and he knew it...while no one else but Mac
did. Those that thought sexual tension faded when you gave into it,
certainly hadn’t tried to hide the changes in their
relationship. He had thought controlling his lust had been hard
before, it was nothing to what he suspected they were both feeling
now.
“You both look like you got lucky last night,”
Bud muttered under his breath. It was loud enough for Harm to
hear.
Harm felt his ears get red. He wanted to protect Mac and
reacting on lack of sleep and emotion, Harm turned on Bud.
“How
Mac and I spend our private time is not open for speculation - you
got it?”
“Yes sir....sorry sir...I just meant
you’re both happy this morning...and never mind.”
Damn,
Harm thought to himself. He’d over reacted. It probably told
Bud more than if he had seen them kiss in front of him. He’d
have to watch it - guard against those little things that might give
them away. “Sorry Bud...I’m a little tense this morning
trying to get ready for a trial.”
Some how Bud and Harm
both knew it was a lie, but no one commented on it. It was time to
get his head into the court room drama.
Harm had been
successful and gotten his client released on his own recognizance. He
was pleased with the way things had gone in court, while Brumby was
seething. To top it off, he heard her tell someone that she was
planning on a picnic for lunch in the nearby park...and it wasn’t
with him.
As they stood on those steps, the tensions high
already, Brumby felt his anger bumbling up toward Harm. When the
fight brook out, he was ready to pound someone and it didn’t
matter who. He spotted Harm in his sights and pulled back. The bloody
American was quick. He spotted the change in Rabb’s demeanor
and knew he was going to counter attack. So much for a sucker
punch.
Like two run-a-way trains, the bulky Australian fist
traveled toward the tall American, while the lean, powerful arm of
the naval officer traveled toward its Australian target. Somehow when
both fists made contact it was with an American jaw - Bud Roberts was
down for the count on the ground between him with a furious Mac
bending over to tend to him.
The fight went out of Harm
immediately. Mic called for an ambulance while Harm and Mac supported
Bud on the ground. They went with him to the emergency room. Harm was
delegated to call Harriet and let her know what had happened because
Bud couldn’t talk. His jaw was broken.
Harm spent the
better part of the day at the hospital waiting for Bud to come out of
surgery. Mac called Admiral Chegwidden to let him know what had
happened. He was furious and Mac knew that Harm and Bud would be
lucky to come out of this incident unscathed.
Harm had needed
to leave regarding the case, but Mac stayed with Bud. They were going
to let him go back to the hotel once he was fully out of the
anesthesia. He would have to live on liquids for the time being. His
jaw had been wired shut, but Mac had been able to understand him when
he mumbled. A little awkward at first, but they soon figured it out.
Once he knew there was little Mac couldn’t understand, Bud
enjoyed contributing his ideas. They knew Admiral Chegwidden was en
route, and wondered what consequences Harm would face for his part in
it all.
“I ‘o’ ‘an’ ‘im
‘oo ge’ in ‘ou’le o’r ‘iz. I’
‘ea’y ‘a’ an a’i’en’,
‘o’ne’,” Bud mumbled.
“I know
it was an accident Bud, but still, they were both wrong to throw a
punch. They both deserve to get into trouble over this Bud.”
“‘ou
‘oun’ ‘ike ‘ou ‘an’ ‘im ‘o
ge’ ‘ou’le?”
“And you
don’t?”
Bud emphatically shook his head no. Mac
saw the worry in his eyes. She knew Harm was Bud’s hero but she
hated the idea of Harm throwing a punch, yet she knew he could hold
his own.
“You’re entitled to press charges
Bud.”
Still he shook his head no and then pointed at
Mac.
“Me?”
Nodding his head she thought
back to that whole situation. She hadn’t heard either of them
mention her name, nor had they looked at her.
Bud grabbed a
paper and a pen and wrote a note to Mac. He didn’t want this
one misunderstood. He handed the paper to her and she read it aloud.
“They agreed to stip blouses one day over you. Maybe that’s
what his is about.” Mac turned her back to Bud and closed her
eyes. Did Bud know that she had Harm had... no he couldn’t...could
he?
“Bud, why now? What started it?”
Bud
shrugged.
“No, I think it was just two bull headed males
trying to show off their muscle power and you got in the way. It
could have been anybody. They both deserve to get what’s coming
to them.”
Bud looked sad; Mac seethed; and in his
temporary office Harm paced.
It had been twenty-four hours
since the incident when Mac, Bud, Mic and Harm were all summoned to
Brumby’s commanding officers office. When they opened the door
as directed, they found two angry commanding officers in white, one
looking much more intimidating then the other. Mac and Bud were both
glad they weren’t the ones commanded to stand front and center
at attention for this dressing down.
It was chaos as the
admiral exploded almost immediately. Bud tried to tell him that he
didn’t want to press charges and Mac translated for him.
“You
understand him Colonel?”
“Yes sir.”
“There’s
not much I can do without you pressing charges...” He held his
hand up to stop Bud again, “I know you say it was an accident
and other witnesses they didn’t even know either of them said
the same thing.”
The two admirals stepped out of the
room leaving the other four to wonder.
“You know this is
over Colonel Mackenzie, don’t you?” AJ asked his
counterpart.
“I surmised. She is beautiful.”
“Yes,
well, she and Harm have been partners for years, but they’ve
never crossed the line - told them not to get to close myself the day
I introduced them. Spotted the sparks in the air immediately.”
“And
you still paired them?”
“They are the best damn
team I’ve ever seen. They push each other to be better...they
hold each other up when you is down. Look up partners or teams in the
dictionary and its probably got their picture beside it. Look, how
would you feel about issuing a rather unusual, non-judicial penalty
on the two?”
“What did you have in mind?”
“Have
any place private where they could stip blouses and finish this thing
where no one else can get hurt?”
“The blimp
hangar?”
“Perfect. If they’ll accept it, and
they damn well better had, I’ll take it out there.”
Next
thing Harm knew he was stripped to his t-shirt and staring at the
hair chest of the one man that seemed to push his buttons by just
existing. In all honesty, if they had met in the courtroom, Harm
would have considered him a worthy adversary and nothing more. But
the man showed up on his turf, tried taking his place at JAG while he
had been testing the air once again, and when he returned, he had
stated his intentions clearly that he was going after Mac.
Harm
had moved ahead in that competition until this situation had
happened. Now, he didn’t quite know where they stood. There had
been no time to talk and find out. Mac had stayed at the hospital
with Bud last night and then cared for him during the day today.
Harm’s stomach turned when he thought about how much
pain Bud must be in. He had tried to pull back, but it had been too
late to stop his fist. He had made contact, but apparently not as
much as Bugme. Bugme had some nasty looking knuckles as a result of
the contact. Harm didn’t even have a sore hand. Yet right now
that was little consolation knowing that he was going to be dishing
out as much pain as he could and taking as much as he could until one
of them was unconscious, Chegwidden called a halt or they died of
exhaustion.
Chegwidden closed the hangar door and turned to
see Bud and Mac sitting on the stone wall nearby.
“If
they’re not out in twenty minutes, stop them.”
“Yes
sir.”
“They’ve both got this coming to
them.”
“I know sir.” Mac nodded trying to
hold the admiral’s look.
“You don’t agree
Bud. That’s okay. This isn’t about you, now is? We both
know that. I wonder if you realize that Mac. Do you?”
“So
Bud told me...”
“What you do on your own time is
your own business. Just don’t bring it in the office.”
“Yes
sir.”
Mac and Bud both knew that Mic had been a boxer
and that he could inflict a lot of damage with those hands of his.
Harm was fit, tall, and strong, but he wasn’t a boxer and they
feared he would certainly suffer more from this than Mic.
They
could hear the blows landing and the whoosh of air from the targets
lungs or the thud of fist against muscle and bone as a blow
connected. Mac hated the sound. Fear for Harm filled her stomach with
bile while anger at his willingness to go along with such idiocy
raised her blood pressure.
If Bud could have talked he would
have called Harriet, apologized for his libertine comment, asked her
advice on how to handle these people and then thanked her and
heaven’s occupant for giving him the ability to know his own
mind and the confidence to do something about it.
“Times
up. I’m going to go in there and stop them...and then kick both
their asses into next week.” Mac fought down the bile as she
stood. Bud’s hand on her arm stopped her.
“‘i’en.
‘’hey ‘oppe’ - i’z ‘ie’.”
“You’re
right Bud...they have stopped...it is quiet...too quiet. Let’s
go.”
TBC...