Title:
The Milk of Human Kindness
Author: manette
Rating:
PG-13
Disclaimer: The belong to DPB
AN: Harm and Mac
pairing--sort of. A really silly answer to Cece March challenge
The
Milk of Human Kindness
Harm was busy concentrating at the
controls of the aircraft when Mac suddenly materialized beside him.
She strapped herself into the co-pilot’s chair and let out a
heavy sigh. “That was too close for comfort.”
“I’ll
say,” Harm agreed. “I thought they were going to catch us
for sure. Are you set?” he asked as he revved the
engines.
“Let’s do it,” she said
resolutely.
In moments they were soaring above the clouds,
leaving their pursuers behind. They both grinned, pleased at the
clean escape and settled in for the rest of the trip. Harm switched
on the auto pilot after they’d gone a safe distance and turned
to her and asked, “Are you ready to decompress?”
“I
can’t wait.”
He winked at her and turned on
overhead lights that were positioned over each of their seats. Blue
and green beams pulsed faster and faster until a strong humming noise
filled the air and with a giant burst of energy each of them were
completely engulfed in bright, blinding light. They stiffened and
sagged limply in their chairs. Mac came to first and looked down at
her hands. She finally felt like her old self. Smiling happily she
looked over at Harm and took a moment to study her partner. It wasn’t
often she got to really watch him in unguarded moments and the
tenderness she felt for him made her all teary-eyed. She loved him so
much, but work had demanded that they ignore their feelings and
concentrate on duty-especially these last few months. With the
mission they’d just completed, she hoped they’d have time
now to think about the future-a future that included marriage and
children and a pet or two. She knew she was getting ahead of herself,
but a girl could dream, couldn’t she? He’d been more open
about his feelings lately—more willing to share his hopes for
the future and that had to be a good sign.
He stirred just
then and blinked a few times before noticing that she was awake and
watching him. He straightened in his seat and asked, “Are you
alright?”
“I’m fine. How about you?”
He stretched and ran a hand across his chest. Looking down at
himself he grinned and said, “I’m great. Never felt
better.” He looked at her, then and the hunger in his eyes
almost knocked her out of her seat. Just as quickly the look was gone
and he busied himself at the controls.
“When you look at
me that way, what do you see?” It was almost a whisper, but she
wasn’t going to let him pretend that he felt nothing for
her.
“I see a desirable woman.” He said it with
such a quiet desperation that she almost felt sorry for him.
“And
I see a man who’s so afraid of losing control.”
“You
lose control in my world and you die.”
“You’re
not flying a Tomcat anymore. You’re flying a Zorcon 5000, the
fastest space craft in the galaxy. It’s safe to let go
now.”
His knuckles were white on the armrests of his
chair when he said, “I’m afraid to believe it even though
I want to. I do want you. I want you more than I’ve ever wanted
anyone, Mac. Sitting here beside you after all this time is driving
me crazy.”
“What’s holding you back?”
He
shook his head as if seeing her for the first time, “I’d
forgotten how beautiful you are.”
She blinked her three
eyes to keep the tears from falling, but the one that stuck out on a
tentacle from the top of her head dropped star shaped splotches onto
the floor. Having to assume the form of Sarah McKenzie for all those
years had robbed her of her own identity and while she’d come
to accept her human form, she’d never been completely
comfortable in her other skin. “Oh, Harm.” She used his
human name out of habit.
He reached out a green scaly finger
and brushed the tears from her blue face, and then he leaned over and
nuzzled her neck with his snout-like nose. “Sometimes I thought
this day would never come, and we would have to mate as
humans.”
They both made disgusted faces at the thought.
They’d both had romantic encounters with humans during their
time on earth and had been under orders to learn what they could
about the reproductive practices of the species, but they’d
managed to avoid much direct contact with each other when they could.
They were considered handsome by human standards but she couldn’t
get past the fact that he only had two eyes and no scales. They loved
each other, though, and that fact had tempted them to try for more
from time to time, especially since their mission on earth lasted
years and years, and going without the man she loved all that time
hadn’t been easy. She’d weakened and tried tempting him
in Australia, but he’d kept his wits about him and reminded her
of their mission.
He was born to fly—even things that
weren’t spacecrafts—and that love made him leave her for
a time to go fly Tomcats. She’d had trouble forgiving him for
leaving her all alone with the humans and had eventually gotten
involved with Mic. If she squinted he had a bit of a snout-like
appearance that reminded her of Harm in his true alien form, so when
she and Mic mated she could close her eyes and think of Deyonna,
their home planet. Harm took up with Rene around that same time. He
said her shiny lips were the closest thing he’d seen to Mac’s
iridescent alien mouth, and he swore he dreamed of Mac when he kissed
Rene. When she wasn’t busy being jealous, she believed
him.
They became more and more human-like the longer they
stayed and the petty emotions of jealousy, anger, and competitiveness
seeped into their daily lives. By the time she went to Paraguay with
Clayton Webb they were being ruled by their emotions and it almost
ended them for good. He wouldn’t speak to her for months—even
shutting off the brain wave messages she would try to send to him as
she lay in bed at night. She’d never felt so alone and there
were many times when she was tempted to give up and ask for a
replacement. They finally found their way back together, and though
they had a messy two years they never again lost sight of what they
meant to each other. And now they were going home. The signal finally
came when General Cresswell announced their reassignment. Their
planet’s alliance with Earth was one the US government
treasured and General Cresswell was one of the few privy to the truth
about them. They agreed to tell their friends that they were going to
marry and then they would disappear from their lives once and for
all. They were tempted to celebrate their love while still in human
form, but decided that their union was too sacred to sully with such
an act.
Nomrah—that was Harm’s authentic
Deyonnian name—set the final course for home and held out a
claw like appendage. She placed her paw in his and followed him into
the next chamber of the spacecraft. He led her to a special platform
and helped her onto it. She trembled with love and anticipation. He
touched his eyeball tentacle to hers and said solemnly, “I love
you, Haras.”
“I love you, too, Nomrah.”
She
started the love hum, which set up a vibration in his animal gland
which made her irresistible to him. Not that he needed much humming
to be persuaded. After nine years of waiting they were both ready to
explode with what would have been called passion on Earth, but on
their planet was referred to as rowdiness.
He wrapped his
lizard-like tongue around her elbow and moved her arm up and down
like the pump handle on a well. The pressure built and built and
finally she let out a squawk of triumph and little purple and
turquoise babies started spilling from her mouth, scampering onto his
broad chest and down onto the floor where they squirmed and squealed
in an adorable fashion. He settled her on the bed and gathered their
babies in his arms. He was such the proud Papa as he brought them to
her to suckle on her three ample breasts. She laughed and cried, and
counted toes, and eyes, and snouts, and knobs, and tentacles, and ear
flaps and they all seemed perfect to her maternal eye. Three purple
boys, two turquoise girls and a splotched one, a girl that looked
part human. She only had two eyes and a shock of brown curly hair.
Nomrah looked concerned until the baby opened her eyes—one was
brown, the other was greenish blue, and then he smiled and said,
“We’ll name her Jag in honor of our great adventure, and
she will always remind us of what we left behind.”
Nomrah
lay down beside her and wrapped her in his scaly arms. Haras sang an
Earth lullaby to her babies and they sailed toward home.
The
End