Author: Jaggie
107
Subject: HBX Challenge : September 2007 / Title
: The Ring
HBX Challenge : September 2007
Title : The Ring
Author : Jaggie 107
Disclaimer : JAG characters belong to
DPB, CBS and Paramount – and I hope all parties will allow me
to have fun for a little while, and replace them all when I'm done.
Thank you.
Summary : Harm helps with Mac’s
plumbing.
Spoilers : AU story, around time Harriet was
pregnant with twins. (S9/10)
Harm: You want to talk about
it?
Mac: Not particularly.
Harm: I'm sorry I left you
there.
Mac: If you hadn't we'd probably both be dead by now.
(Full Engagement)
Friday Afternoon
“You
want to talk about it?” Harm leaned in the doorway to Mac’s
office with his hands on the framework, his arms bracing his 6’4”
frame as he noted the dark look on her face.
“Not
particularly,” answered Mac, her voice as dark as her look,
both distinctly unwelcoming. Harm made a move to back away, but froze
as Mac looked up at him, and spoke. “What is it with men? They
can’t give you a straight answer!”
“Are we
talking in general, or in particular?”
“In
particular,” Mac responded, and then glanced up in time to see
an expression cross Harm’s handsome features before
disappearing as he gave a non-committal shrug of his broad shoulders.
“Not you…” she added softly, getting to her feet
and coming around the desk. Harm dropped his hands from the framework
and flexed his fingers, not quite sure what to do with himself now as
Mac came closer. “I’m sorry, Harm. Honestly, I wasn’t
talking about you…and me…”
“That’s
okay, Mac. So…um…who is in the firing line?”
“My
plumber. I have a blockage in my kitchen and I’ve got AJ and
Jimmy this weekend to give Harriet a break. I need to get the darned
thing fixed and my regular plumber is unobtainable. I’m going
to have to cancel on Harriet, and she so needed this time off.”
“I
can help with that,” Harm offered, and Mac shook her head.
“I
couldn’t impose…you must have plans, this weekend, um…”
Mac began to protest, but Harm shook his head.
“Nothing
doing. I’m a free agent.”
Mac paused a beat too
long, and Harm backed off. But he didn’t get far. Mac’s
hand on his arm stopped his retreat.
“What exactly are
you offering help with? The plumbing, or the kids?” she asked,
the smile on her lips reaching her eyes – the first time for a
long time.
“Both. When are you due to get the
kids?”
“Bud and Harriet are dropping them by this
evening, then picking them up on Sunday, late afternoon. I just need
to call and get supplies for the weekend, and then we can spend time
in the park tomorrow.”
“I can go to your apartment
and get started on the plumbing. If we have a take-out tonight, that
will make things easier.”
“Sounds good…for
us…um, the kids will have been fed already.” Mac
faltered a little, and Harm wondered if she was regretting having him
come over.
“What is the problem in the kitchen
anyway?”
“Um…awful smell, and a slow
running tap.”
“Okay.”
“Are you
sure?”
“Yes. No plans, honest.”
“I
mean, are you sure you know what you’re doing?” Mac bit
her lip delicately between her even white teeth, and Harm coughed to
hide the sudden closing in his throat. Oh, to be that sliver of
skin… “Harm?”
“Huh?” Caught
out, Harm racked his brain for the last piece of the conversation
they were having. “You mean, you don’t remember me doing
out my apartment myself?” he recovered magnificently, giving
Mac the trademark eyebrow raise and signature Rabb grin.
Mac
grinned in response, fishing in her purse for her keys and standing
up when she saw a familiar set dangling from a different key chain.
“You still have them?” she murmured, recognizing the
spare set of keys she had given Harm years before.
“Yeah,”
Harm murmured, and Mac looked at him closely.
“That’s
good, you can let yourself in then,” she murmured, lowering her
head to zip her purse and give herself time for a quick mental hug at
the thought that he still cared enough…
Friday
Evening
Harm watched as Mac tucked AJ and Jimmy into the
bed in her guest room. Her hand drifted gently over each tousled
head, stroking the thick blond hair there – Harriet’s
legacy – before a finger tip brushed AJ’s cheek and then
she stood up and walked back to the door.
“Little angels
when they’re sleeping, huh?”
Mac smiled wordlessly
and walked away as Harm closed the door behind him and went back to
the kitchen.
…
Mac sat on the counter top as
Harm fiddled under her sink.
“Need anything, sailor?”
“Not
right…ow!” Harm slid out from under the piping and Mac
put a hand over her mouth to stop the laugh getting out. Harm was
sporting a scratch on his finger that was bleeding and the laugh
turned to a worried yelp.
“Harm! You’re hurt!
Omigosh, let me find the first aid kit.”
“It’s
an assault course under there, Mac. What’s in there?”
“Nothing
much. The piping, and the cleaning stuff.”
“And
something that scratches…”
“I can’t
imagine what,” Mac murmured, her head buried in a cabinet as
she searched for the small green box that housed her first aid
supplies. Harm bit back a groan at the jean-clad six that moved in
his eye-line as he sat back against the kitchen units waiting for Mac
to find what she was looking for. Turning back to face Harm, green
box in hand, she instructed him to put out the injured digit. He did
so, his fist still closed. Mac looked at him, waiting for him to
unclench his hand.
“I can’t clean it properly with
your hand closed in a fist, Harm,” she protested, and he
uncurled his fingers, palm up, showing the object that had caused the
scratch. A lump of very mangled metal and a stone… “My
ring…”
“You threw it in the garbage
disposal?” Harm had to ask. Mac nodded.
“When I
got back from the Guadalcanal, you and I…weren’t…I
didn’t…” Mac faltered, her eyes suddenly filling
with tears. “You said what you did to Sturgis, at the elevator
just before the Jagathon…and when I got back here I just got
so mad…I threw the first thing that came to hand, which
happened to be the ring box. I was going to send it back to…to
Mic…but after that it wasn’t possible…I’d
figured the garbage disposal would have destroyed it, and so I forgot
about it.”
“Bad memories?” Harm sounded
hopeful, and Mac glanced at him.
“I didn’t want
any reminders…”
“Of Mic?”
“Of
what I’d thrown away.” Mac whispered, her eyes filling
with unshed tears. “I’m sorry I left you there…”
“Where?” Harm wasn’t sure what Mac was
trying to say, but he was sure it would all make sense soon.
“In
my quarters, on the ship…” Mac clarified, and then Harm
knew. They were about to make a momentous move – either forward
or back - depending on what he said to her in return. Reaching a
tentative hand to cup a tear-stained cheek, Harm answered softly, but
with a smile on his lips and in his voice.
“If you
hadn't we'd probably both be dead by now.”
“Dead?”
Mac sounded shocked, not understanding what Harm was telling
her.
“If you’d stayed, you would have heard me say
‘yes’… Yes, I would give up Renee, to have
you.”
“Oh…” Mac murmured, the horror
at his previous statement faded as she processed this new train of
thought. Harm leaned forward and whilst the smile on his face spoke
of humor, his eyes spoke of love.
“Once I’d said
‘yes’, I would have closed the hatch to your quarters,
and kept you in there until we made up, made love, or died trying.
Now you see…?”
“Yes…” Mac’s
eyes lit up as everything in her world righted itself.
Harm
leaned forward, gently, not taking anything for granted, but as Mac
raised herself at the same time to him their lips met and sealed. For
very long moments there was no sound anywhere in the apartment.
Then…
“Um…Harm?”
“Yes?”
“There
is such a thing as ‘un petit mort’, the little
death...”
“Oh?”
Mac giggled,
whispering in his ear, explaining just ‘what’ the words
meant, and when she pulled back to see his face, Harm’s
expressive eyes had darkened, the desire in his matching the same
need in her own.
“Mac…Sarah…”
Harm began, but Mac shushed him with a finger on his lips.
“It’s
okay, I know. I love you too, Harm…”
THE
END